Man, it's dusty in here. Lots of cobwebs build up when you don't post for nearly 4 months. Also true for running. Lots of cobwebs. Or something.
So a ton has happened, and yet nothing has changed - or maybe things have changed, but things are still the same.... Confused yet? Don't worry, you get used to it.
The main thing is that I'm trying again. Which may not seem like much, especially if you're a Yoda follower, but really, to me it's a lot. Because when I quit, I quit. Full force, unmovable, done, finito. So it's good that I'm trying again. Living. Moving. Being a part of things instead of being on the sidelines of my own life.
My husband was showing the kids some old videos of when we first moved into this house, four years ago, and I actually said, "Wow. I used to be fun."
So, I'm back. I'm trying. What that will ultimately look like, I have no idea. But I'm grateful for the chance.